Dream

When I'm here in your arms I feel love in my heart, I can breathe
Not even pinchin' myself I don't care, I'm with you, you're with me
I never wished on the star when the star ain't got nothing on me
'Cause I can wish you in my dreams.

I think the luckiest girl in the whole wide world could be me
I get be with the one that I love anytime I please
I feel like I can stay forever beyond eternity
Is like I'm where I'm supposed to be.

It took a lot of time just to get to, to be with you baby
And now that I'm here with you I'm gonna take it in, breath you in
And if I'm dreaming let the dream be that I'm awake
'Cause I rather dream about you than be living life without me and you.
You

When I close my eyes I feel like I'm alive
'Cause I can fall asleep knowing that tonight you will be here with me,

Let me know, if this is a dream,
Then I don't wanna know,
'Cause I ain't 'bout to be without you babe, (without you babe) ohh.
Let me know, if this is a dream,
Then I ain't letting go,

'Cause everything I love is about you babe, about you babe
So I rather be a dreamer than waking up with nobody home
If it's the only way to be with you then dreaming you is where I belong

"Beyonce"

Purple clouds

Smiling throughout the day, gazing at this piece of paper that is making me feel extremely happy. I ask myself am I happy or happy?   I am blessed and it’s blissful.  So I take a book try to cover up for my smile, cause am in a public transport and people will wonder if I am mad, well yes madly in love.

Earlier on: Crossing the road and cars are the least in my mind, all I am thinking of is to get myself a cup cake to seal the joy. Could it possible in a week I will be getting the pleasure once again, that long lost feeling of being in purple clouds, well I hope so, in fact I have only step left to the finali.

Oh God I pray hard this not be taken away.  It only makes me look forward to something beautiful, something to dream of. I forget about my problems, I look at his picture and I see hope, I see care importantly I see love, comfort and joy.

I am counting down, I am getting everything I will need, my rooms turns into a fashion aisle, can’t help a girl wanting to impress though I know it’s not important to him but I still feel like I have to do it.

I don’t know what to expect, am scared at the same time, I know it’s not the first time or the second time it’s probably in the thousands but it still feels like the first time.

I want to make a mark I want to leave an everlasting memory something he won’t forget, it doesn’t come easy or cheap, but I found it, unexpectedly and yes it was the right one, at the perfect time.

Young, gifted and independent, and I am glad to call him part of me. My time has come, I must embrace it, each day I live I make it possible to be living it for both of us and give it my best. All my dreams are a heartbeat away, and it’s a week before I reach them.

I have made plans and I am more than I could ever offer, I give you myself, you won my heart, its purple clouds, stars and the moon smiling at me.

I let myself be, I am this way and it’s not about to change, and though I cannot shake the feeling it could be almost not possible. The little details that make a girls dream just another huge fantasy.

 This fact scares the living hell out of me.

Let it not do away with my heart. I think I would not die but die. It could give a mount to the weakness in me. I have more than love and I know my capabilities, it could cause chaos in love.  Am I being the week or he is very strong for my being?  I am not asking for too much and I am not dreaming too big for possibilities, it’s a wish.

 And all wished should be granted.

And my book is wet now because the smile turned into tears.

I need to hold you.

you and me : me and you